SomEtimEs, tHe trUth realLy hurts but beTter tHan Lie

I got a call from Bayaraa this afternoon to book their tickets to Kuching. The reunite of Mongos & me. Great news is Sherlee is coming back soon…. So it’s going to be almost complete except for him still being in Mongolia. I keep telling myself I don’t miss him anymore but that’s a lie. I adopted my baby tribezone to keep me busy & it didn't work either....

In this life we have not meant to be together for I have been dead deep inside. April 18 will be exactly 1 year since my coldest lonely journey began. I have not heard anything from him since the last sms from Beijing in December last year telling me that it’s very cold & he’s on the way back to Mongolia……

Why did Bayaraa suddenly call me & made me reminising the past…….