NeW HoMe~~

Days I have passed with planning and proposal doing over a huge project I am proposing to few of my fellow buddies who would be interested to put their sweat in or just to dump in some cash and wait for the return. I have no doubt that the thing I proposed would be a failure as nothing can go wrong. Few came back to me with positives answers & others came back with negative. What I learnt from a wise man is that we cannot satisfy everybody. As long as seventy percent from the crowd is happy, it’s consent.

Time is getting near to move to a new home again. This is the 6th time I moved since I landed on earth and it does signify that I am a moving person. I moved around, I travel a lot and I just can’t sit still without any of my body part moving. I will speak whenever I like, blink million time s a day, Melbourne Shuffle when I feel bored.

I remember how it feels of moving from a house to another & the feeling of not having our own home. Sometimes other people would think of why are we not getting a house instead. The fact that my dad is old now and have to support his siblings by the age of 19 and after marriage he raised 7 children during the old days selling sugarcanne drink and movie snacks at the old Rex Cinema, it was actually a heroic move. He has been through a tough life and I have no blame to the fact that he doesn't have much saving which isn't enough even to change his oldschool Green Toyota liteace that is a year older than me. The sentimental value van now is not a major transport as we finally have another smaller car few years back by accident. I grew up with that car and noisy siblings..... but now everything seems to be quite with me, my dad & mum at home all the time. Ping & Ing is always at Unimas & Ing is very very busy with her boy friend though. Chris got a house in KL and gna get married end of this year & me being busy with my work & own stuff don't usually be at home too..


But I'm glad that the MOVING this time will be the final for my family as it’s home bought by my eldest bro who finally finally finally bought it after so many years in Singapore. My dad supposes to be very proud of his eldest son who finally bought a house in Kuching for the family. Does it mean my travel should stop too? The answer is no as life goes on. Have to start making plans to help in the house expenses and all so cutting down my travel will be the best but not stop coz I would want to stay in Bali one day…& I am really a bad daughter. Seriously coz my family thinks so. It’s a family consent. 80% of them think that I’m selfish.

Yes I am. All I think about is myself, building up my own career, doing my own things…. All is because for a better life. That’s the fact and opportunity is to be taken once it comes coz it only comes once and that’s it. If I were to work like a dog for the rest of my life like this I will not get anywhere but stay still…. Just like the Dead Sea and it’s getting shallower & shallower everyday…