Me, My Dad & Handphones..

My dad has been very lucky striking TOTO…. He even bought a new phone yesterday.

Ever heard of Vice Versa?

Yesterday being the cun cun 2nd year anniversary to my blue Nokia 6670 which I have no games or anything inside except for many many important contacts….. Was left alone by me in the toilet after I changed. I guess my dirty cloths are somehow more important than my phone.

Happy birthday & goodbye to my sentimental value phone……

Being very angry these days with the company handling my increment issue has made me being a Mad Case. I don’t focus very well… All I can think of is why? The story is too long to tell.. They made a mistake & the company covers it. The truth is, I understand more than the person in-charge. Feels like hiring an assassinate… I have explained & explained to him what’s right but still he demanded that he is right & I am wrong…. As an employee I have to accept that I am wrong eventhough I am right lor

My dad has been saying me being unlucky this year coz few stuff isn’t being very well…. Keep asking me to beware that unlucky star has fallen on my head =.= I was like wtf. Not being very helpful. Guess how he reacted when I told him I lost my phone eh?

I believe that things happened for reason. So no point being grumpy about my situation right now and trust that I am being unlucky & that it’s the end of the world for me…

What does my dad want from me? I don’t blame him for having no confidence in me… Coz all I am is just a SPM school leaver who works in a hotel & the company sent me to pursue a diploma & I graduated, one step closer to a Degree. I will someday get it but not now coz there are too many things to do. I know my younger sisters are doing well in Uni with their own efforts. So they are smarter &? Also… each of them has two hand phones.. & I got only one and not making any fuss about it. And now I even don’t have any! I don’t mind really to get disconnected from the world for few days…

Just some rainy days won’t flood the city.

I gOt A StoRy to TeLL~~

This is a local love story I’ve heard from a family member of the story happened during the old days..

During the end of Japanese Occupation, Mei Ling was left alone by her Bristish army Boyfriend who has to go back to pursue his career in England and never have planned to bring her along. Jerk…

Mei Ling has to go through a tough year for missing her x boy friend that she really really loved with all her heart leaving no space to others. One day she met up with her child hood friend Siaw Phing who took her to a nightclub to release some tensions. There she goes everyday drinking & laughing & singing & dancing. Saiw Ping was a total slut... Mei Ling was being lucky not to joined Siaw Ping & her style...

One day, there’s a special party organized by the Club, an Agogo Party! The two party girls went & met with many many men…… There, Mei Ling met Ah Wei. A nice young guy who has a lot to think about.

Mei Ling treated Ah Wei well.. The way she treated everybody. They became close friend and Ah Wei told Mei Ling about his mum is in still in China and his father’s intention to get him to England for studies… There goes again…. Mei Ling was just being a friend didn’t even bothered by that as she can always look for other friends as she has already lost hope on men…

Time past & Ah Wei is still in Malaysia doing what he’s doing best. Loving Mei Ling…. They have become lover. Mei Ling has begun to let her heart open when Ah Wei showed her what loves are really about…. He has won her heart over his romantically funny act. He wasn't a macho or romantic man but he has always tried his best to protect her and to give her comfort. They had lots of fun going to the museum, library, watching movie, nightclubs, dancing together, evening at the Reservoir Park holding a bottle of Coca-Cola with two straws wearing Bell Bottom Jeans.

Until one day when they were leaving the world aside & just loving each other about to go in the the Capital Cinema for a Bruce Lee movie, Ah Wei’s uncle came running…. Breathless, he told Ah Wei who was holding Mei Ling's hand tight that Ah Wei got a place in the university & he can go to England soon….

This trauma hit Mei Ling twice….. Ah Wei didn’t feel like going but he has to…. Mei Ling didn’t want to stop Ah Wei…… but she can't follow Ah Wei because she was the eldest in the family & her family is poor.... she has to support her younger brothers & sisters

& then I don’t want to tell you the ending.... he he he suspend sikit bah

The question is.....

1) What if you are Ah Wei?

2) What if you are Mei Ling?

NeW HoMe~~

Days I have passed with planning and proposal doing over a huge project I am proposing to few of my fellow buddies who would be interested to put their sweat in or just to dump in some cash and wait for the return. I have no doubt that the thing I proposed would be a failure as nothing can go wrong. Few came back to me with positives answers & others came back with negative. What I learnt from a wise man is that we cannot satisfy everybody. As long as seventy percent from the crowd is happy, it’s consent.

Time is getting near to move to a new home again. This is the 6th time I moved since I landed on earth and it does signify that I am a moving person. I moved around, I travel a lot and I just can’t sit still without any of my body part moving. I will speak whenever I like, blink million time s a day, Melbourne Shuffle when I feel bored.

I remember how it feels of moving from a house to another & the feeling of not having our own home. Sometimes other people would think of why are we not getting a house instead. The fact that my dad is old now and have to support his siblings by the age of 19 and after marriage he raised 7 children during the old days selling sugarcanne drink and movie snacks at the old Rex Cinema, it was actually a heroic move. He has been through a tough life and I have no blame to the fact that he doesn't have much saving which isn't enough even to change his oldschool Green Toyota liteace that is a year older than me. The sentimental value van now is not a major transport as we finally have another smaller car few years back by accident. I grew up with that car and noisy siblings..... but now everything seems to be quite with me, my dad & mum at home all the time. Ping & Ing is always at Unimas & Ing is very very busy with her boy friend though. Chris got a house in KL and gna get married end of this year & me being busy with my work & own stuff don't usually be at home too..


But I'm glad that the MOVING this time will be the final for my family as it’s home bought by my eldest bro who finally finally finally bought it after so many years in Singapore. My dad supposes to be very proud of his eldest son who finally bought a house in Kuching for the family. Does it mean my travel should stop too? The answer is no as life goes on. Have to start making plans to help in the house expenses and all so cutting down my travel will be the best but not stop coz I would want to stay in Bali one day…& I am really a bad daughter. Seriously coz my family thinks so. It’s a family consent. 80% of them think that I’m selfish.

Yes I am. All I think about is myself, building up my own career, doing my own things…. All is because for a better life. That’s the fact and opportunity is to be taken once it comes coz it only comes once and that’s it. If I were to work like a dog for the rest of my life like this I will not get anywhere but stay still…. Just like the Dead Sea and it’s getting shallower & shallower everyday…