Would be nice

It would be nice if I win right? A round trip to Europe.... lol.. no harm trying... i hope all my readers will help me in this!!!!!!!!! So.. Join my plane guys... don't wait

Secrets~

.:Ugliest Photo of the month:.

How many secret do you have now?

I have secretsssssssssssssssssssss lotsa them. Sometimes things are better not to be told. However, by having a lot of secrets you have to tell alot of lies.... when you tell a lot of lies.. you have to remember what you said so you will not be busted.

That's what happen when you have secrets. Be it a good or bad... Sometimes... I really feel like telling my family all my secrets but one thing... They are the no.1 person i keep all my secrets from coz i don't want to bother my family. Do not want them to worry about me or increase another burden or 2nd opinion of the unnecessary coz they have made decision for me since forever.They had enough raising me up to be myself.

Sometimes I really felt like telling my close friends but it will only increase another burden for them to keep another secret and to be in the same situation as myself...

Oh well... I'm just going to start write down all the things i hide from everyone and hide it someway like a maze so one day, if anything happened to me... everyone will not be at shock. hmm...

Cool visitors

Lack of updates due to... busy? lazy? no proper camera phone liao? computer broke? no more excuses....


Thanks to Phoebe my lil sis who gave me her 5 years old acer notebook that is not really in a good condition... the fan of it's motherboard is OOO... so everytime when it's too hot, it will shutdown by itself. Therefore i need really big win to blow it. Better than nothing.

.:My new notebook life:.

Every year chinese new year, I would tell my friends not to come to my house if they can't make it especially chinese friends and i'll try to go to their house if possible... not because of I am a bad person... it's because I understand how tiring visiting is. I won't last 15 minute in a house unless if I am either gambling, drinking or eating the best meal of the day.


Ok make it this way, you bought a really nice shirt for Chinese New Year.. more like an office wear type so you can wear to office after the auspicious day.... then the weather outside is either too hot or raining. stepping into houses, taking off you shoes smilling to everyone, repeating the same 'gong xi fa cai' or 'happy niu year' to everyone... bloody everyone... see how tiring it is?

Anyway, i still go visiting but minimum house. Not even to my best buddy Sherlee or Suparsoon's houses. They are also not very fancy about visiting anyway i guess. hahaha Oh well, apart from my colleagues who visited my house, i got 2 cool friends who came to visit.

One is of course Saypul from United Kids of Oi

.:My mum and dad was not suprise as their daughter have 'extreme' hair too:.

And the other one is my actor mate aka BBoy Arma aka Firdaus

.:Last minute photoshoot!:.

Sayang You can dance's latest movie trailer and he is almost the star appearing on the 2nd part of the trailer... which reminds me that the movie is showing on March 12.. oh I'm so excited =)

.:The trailer:.

These day I have been busy working and at home I've been busy pasting newspapers 'Like a Psycho' and watched almost every movie available in this notebook and latest one is searching for places to go, stay and have fun when I go to Bali this April... can't wait till then!

Chinese New Year Photo

The family took a photo at Muara Tebas Temple. They all look tortured with forceful smiles coz everyone is tired and wanted to leave straight after the photoshooting... damn the sun! Oh well.. I love the gathering this year.

.:Tip toe Alicia... tip toe... hahaha:.

Not meant to be... February again

Life is a funny thing.... When two person love each other but they are not meant to be together, it is just going to end with suffering. When you are not meant to be together... no matter how hard you try, it won't work.

Some people just don't understand.

Some people think that if they just hang on to it the way it is, the destiny will change somehow.

The fact is it won't change a single thing. What done is done and that's it. Not an easy decision but it's for a better future.

It's February again... Valentine's near.. so yeah.. kinda down right now and so.. fuck relationship and life goes on. Anyone planning on a Single's night out this year? I kinda miss the last one i had with the gang 3 years ago though... what a night.