I’m tiRed

I don’t know why I just feel that these days I have been hanging around with kids all the time and tired to be the one who explain things & make decision for everybody. Feels like just quitting Melbourne Shuffle & pay all my attention to Borneo Carnival to make it a successful event instead of Shuffling, being the one who arrange the performances and being the driver as well.

How nice if Sherlee is still here. She drives me all the time. Every single day. Miss her so much even though sometimes I really hate her.

It’s not that I do mind but I’m tired. Really.. Very very tired. Besides nobody knows and nobody cares

Latest Project in hand - Melbourne Shuffle FEV.ER

After so many free park shuffles & gatherings, we decided to come out with an event in the latest club FEV.ER previously known as Eagles's Nest.

A friendly match amongst ourselves. Besides the competition, the resident DJ will be spinning all the latest hardstyle mixes just for the night.

Entrance Fee : RM20.00 inclusive of 1 bottle heineken.
Available from 9th July onwards at : FEV.ER or contact any Tribezone Crew
***Free Entry for Contestants

Prizes has not been finalized. Will post it up soon.

Fact : The fund from this event will be used for our preparation for The Borneo Carnival 2007. The biggest New Year's Eve celebration this year in Sarawak Cultural Village with Blutonium Boy-Germany, X-Statik-Australia, XiLe-Kuala Lumpur, Hardheroes-Kuala Lumpur, CQuenz-Miri & many other more. & we are giving out 4 free tickets worth of RM85 each during Melbourne Shuffle FEV.ER for your strong support.

More detail on The Borneo Carnival 2007 will be posted up so... stay tuned!

.: Support Local Scene Guys!:.

Fu-Yoh!

Digi Fu-Yoh Street Blast.…. 90% Malay, 5% Dayaks, 5% others.

The party was not really my type coz it’s more like a concert than DJ spinning until towards the end, DJ T-Bone started to push his portable DJ console & spin house music for everybody… House music… was not even in my list! I was there to see people skateboarding but ended up more on BMX and rollerblading. I was really wondering where have the Kuching skateboarders gone to. My eldest brother, Jeremy used to be a skateboarder way in 1992 when skateboarding was a crime 1st introduced to Kuching… He has his funky MC hammer flat top with the side and back shaved with no.2 blade & then with design of lines around it. He used to be second in Sarawak when William the owner of Rupert Rage organized the 1st Sarawak close competition. Well, he left for Singapore and kiss skateboarding goodbye. I miss those days when he used to skate & my dad keeps nagging on injuries. He he he.

When I was standing with the crowd and looking at Jason Lo performing and Firdaus doing his locking & breakdancing, I turn to the back & see Kuching Folks at the sitting area… It’s a disgrace to see how back dated our clothing are comparing to Kuala Lumpur’s partygoers.No sense of color, no sense of fashion, no sense of class, not sporting. Well, on 2nd thought… let them be. Coz that’s what our income allows us to buy. Expensive things… Low-income… ishh…

It was so happen that the spot where were standing before Jason Lo’s performance, he was there sitting with his dad I guess… So we Fu-Yoh approached him and took photos… That’s the real rewards of attending the Fu-Yoh Blast!

.:Me & J-Lo:.

.:Me & Jeffrey:.

.:To the left.. to the left..:.

More pixie here

How are you feeling today?

I believe we all have feelings.

I myself have feelings too. Yes this is going to be my storyline again. Not you or him or her or the world. Just ME

There have been few things that I am really really (beh kam guan) dissatisfied or just cannot accept the fact that it is a reality.

Things that has gone forever.. things that has never come true.. things that will never happen no matter how hard I try. These three things are enough to hound me for years. It wouldn’t happen if I don’t push myself into the scene at the 1st place.

I ended up being miserable inside me all the time. I tried hard to just forget it and be happy but It is so serious to the stage that I even dreamt about it couple times. In my dreams… all the three things happened oppositely. It is just the way I wanted it to be. But I was still very dissatisfied in the dreams when it’s all I wanted. I am probably lost…..

It’s not about my dream coming true…. It’s about me not being able to let go off the past.