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There’s time in life when you can’t let anyone knows what you are doing until everything is 100% ok. This is the situation I am in right now. For every single day I have been doing mind counting & in search of new ideas to accomplish my dream for the year 2007. Many things have come through my mind & making my dream a reality is not a piece of cake after all.
It needs men power… lots & lots of men power which I am lacking off right now. Even though with strong support from the team, I am still lacking of professional & experience people. Not to say that my team are no good. They are good & totally involved whenever there are healthy things to mingle about. However, no matter how much effort they put in, they remain Melbourne Shuffle & Music enthusiasts nothing more than that. They will have to be in this industry for few years before they are experience enough to know the exciting ambience of Entertainment.
My dad has been worrying about me lately for being secretive and I talk less to him these days. It’s because I am very very tired with my things & deep thinking. I feel sad to move out of town soon. My brother bought a house in Desa Wira and it’s like at the edge of the town…. I can’t wake up at 8.00am anymore or even go back at 1.00am anymore. This worries me a lot when I have so many things to do in 24hours.
The event promotion is going well. The only thing is they are few from the team has been worrying too much. This annoys me a little as I am putting very big effort in this & I expect everybody to do the same. At least do something instead of worrying….
Friday afternoon, Arlene from the band “Reflections” which is currently playing in Hilton Kuching, told me one meaningful sentence “There are no use to worry, be sad & cry coz all you will ended up is being ugly and getting older”
It reminds me of how my face doesn’t smile as happy as before anymore. Everybody in Kuching is so laid back & relaxes & what am I doing here being extraordinarily busy with some ridiculous plan? To be honest with myself, I have strong will and what I have started shall end in a good & happy way as I believe in the impossible and I know god loves me. That’s what keeping me going.
