Round Apple and her 1 month story

I haven't been blogging for a while coz I am always busy with work or some official and not that interesting to blog's dinner etc. Since the quote says it all that I will not post much about my work... and yeah that's why lo.

I really do feel like I am an apple and my chin looks fake. don't you think so???

Actually am planning to buy a car coz my dad is getting old.. as in seriously getting old. Last week we had an accident while he was sending my to work. he knocked on someone's car when we were going out from the junction. Yesterday he almost hit another car on the right blind spot when he tried to go to the other lane and i was like 'Pa!! got car!!' and he moved back. Then I started lecturing him about not letting me to drive him down and later to change driver instead and told him he has been driving dangerously emergency breaking all the time, reckless etc etc etc 'I know he doesn't like the idea coz he said we drive too slow'.

The things are: -

1) He is old

2) He is tired coz waking up early in the morning to help mum with her vege business and have to send her and help her move her stuff down to the stall

3) He is always rushing coz after sending mum, he has to come back and send me down

4) Mum always forget stuffs and he has to remember many things including sending what's forgotten by mum to her stall when we are on our way down to my workplace

5) He has to help mum all the way to either Serian or Bau to get stock as Kuli FOC

6) Sometimes he has to pick and send my lilsis from Unimas

There are few ways to stop this madness: -

1) Buy another car then dad will be releaved from 4 trips a day to town. (I will be filled with another liability)

2) Mum to stop selling her vege. (Dad say after lil sis finished her studies in 1 year time)

3) Stop picking and sending lilsis (few more months anyway)

Then I will not have to worry about my dad.. he will be less stressful and enjoy his older days better and mum can start cleaning up the house and take better care of her pets or just sing karaoke at home from morning to night. So hard to make her stop her vege business which is unecessary.

What a Saturday...

.:Relaxing in Bali.. I wish:.

I had a bad morning today. I don't blame anyone or myself. Just that I feel I could have done better than that.

Sometimes, there are things that we really do not have an idea of. Some information that we do not have enough of. But anyway, to look at it on the bright side, this is just the beginning of the journey to learn far better things and to improve myself coz maybe I think that I am good enough but to other people I am just average.

Chances are there to be grabbed but once you grabbed it... get hold on to it and learn how to appreciate.

The fact is I know I can do better. Ganbatte O alicia chan!