Fu-Yoh!

Digi Fu-Yoh Street Blast.…. 90% Malay, 5% Dayaks, 5% others.

The party was not really my type coz it’s more like a concert than DJ spinning until towards the end, DJ T-Bone started to push his portable DJ console & spin house music for everybody… House music… was not even in my list! I was there to see people skateboarding but ended up more on BMX and rollerblading. I was really wondering where have the Kuching skateboarders gone to. My eldest brother, Jeremy used to be a skateboarder way in 1992 when skateboarding was a crime 1st introduced to Kuching… He has his funky MC hammer flat top with the side and back shaved with no.2 blade & then with design of lines around it. He used to be second in Sarawak when William the owner of Rupert Rage organized the 1st Sarawak close competition. Well, he left for Singapore and kiss skateboarding goodbye. I miss those days when he used to skate & my dad keeps nagging on injuries. He he he.

When I was standing with the crowd and looking at Jason Lo performing and Firdaus doing his locking & breakdancing, I turn to the back & see Kuching Folks at the sitting area… It’s a disgrace to see how back dated our clothing are comparing to Kuala Lumpur’s partygoers.No sense of color, no sense of fashion, no sense of class, not sporting. Well, on 2nd thought… let them be. Coz that’s what our income allows us to buy. Expensive things… Low-income… ishh…

It was so happen that the spot where were standing before Jason Lo’s performance, he was there sitting with his dad I guess… So we Fu-Yoh approached him and took photos… That’s the real rewards of attending the Fu-Yoh Blast!

.:Me & J-Lo:.

.:Me & Jeffrey:.

.:To the left.. to the left..:.

More pixie here

How are you feeling today?

I believe we all have feelings.

I myself have feelings too. Yes this is going to be my storyline again. Not you or him or her or the world. Just ME

There have been few things that I am really really (beh kam guan) dissatisfied or just cannot accept the fact that it is a reality.

Things that has gone forever.. things that has never come true.. things that will never happen no matter how hard I try. These three things are enough to hound me for years. It wouldn’t happen if I don’t push myself into the scene at the 1st place.

I ended up being miserable inside me all the time. I tried hard to just forget it and be happy but It is so serious to the stage that I even dreamt about it couple times. In my dreams… all the three things happened oppositely. It is just the way I wanted it to be. But I was still very dissatisfied in the dreams when it’s all I wanted. I am probably lost…..

It’s not about my dream coming true…. It’s about me not being able to let go off the past.