Artist: Rossa
Title:Aku Bukan Untukmu
Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
#Reff
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
#Reff2
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
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Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku
SiNg SaNg SuNg~
2006 WoRst NiGht Ever~~
I got drunk only after I was placed sitting at the back & started to throw up………… Bluek…… Can’t blame anyone on this incident as they have never really drunk with me before…. I guess I was too tired also over the week full of works & shuffling & studies…Didn't really darnk much either, couple glass of beers & wines... can I believe that? No.. -_-lll not even Johnny who drank with me believe that -_-lll
I salute Sherlee & the Mongolian! Miss you guys very much!!! My bestest drinking mates coz a drinker will always understand other drinker………..
tribezone .:ravers epidemic:.
In a month time, we will be coming out with the 1st 2 pairs of phatties locally made with drill lightweight water resistant material making it's quality equal to the Australian but in a better affordable price.
A joint venture phatties & reflectors concerned between me & Elvin to provide affordable reflector & phatties to the entire shufflers nation. Invited few peepz since beginning of the year but none are interested or too busy for this.
Kuching shufflers will use this brand's name whenever organising events or involving in performances as tribezone will be their official sponsors Morally for the time being as the business has just started to bounce around. This is the purpose to unite all Kuching Melbourne Shuffle enthusiasts to organise events together making it succesful and it includes any member from any team. All helpful people are welcome.
The mission of this peepz is to collect fund & organise bigger scale party in the future and make it real big, organising free parties, gathering & competition tour.
Will be posting anything in regards of tribezone's event in a new blog to avoid conjextion in my personal blog :P
Events Flowing in~~~
.:Group of 10:.
-From Left: Spencer, Kenneth, Elvin, Me,Hareld,Vicky, Alex,Raymond C, Phoebe,Raymond T-
My days have been busy with work, studies & shuffling since the previous competition.
This coming 7th November will be a shufflers gathering in MC3, 10th is a mini rave party in Tapanga, 17th is the unlimited blast at Stampark Hall, 23rd am going to Miri, 30th will be going to KL before my Singapore Japanese language exam trip. I never knew that Kuching is getting more happening these days.
Been really stressed out whenever I think of what’s coming in my way… It’s not the work... it’s the fun that scares me.
Here’s a performance did by 10 of us... The Freelancers including Phoebe from Hazard Minors. It’s a middle break during Karaoke Competition…. Glad it turned up so naturally even though it’s a freestyle random moves except for our Trio ultimate…. lolz
.:The same old trio performance :P(not very sycronised but counted as ok dy for having zero refresher after the competition:.
.:The group of 10 all out!!! great spontaneous moves UNPLANNED:.
MeLbouRNe ShuFFle ComPetiTion~~~
The previous performance we did was this. Bout 3 months ago.
The training for the competition on last Thursday was like this. It's a combination of Melbourne Shuffle & C-Walk the cool walking that has it's full history... but who will know our creativity? No one... But we don't care.. just doing what we are enjoying man. Peace
We didn't win the competition once again on Thursday night... but we win our own satisfactory coz we have improved massively.
DrEaM~
I dreamt that he came to see me with a blissful smile & we had small talk just like the same old days. It was a short casual meeting but the feeling was far beyond intoxicated. I woke up with a smile but wished that the dream were real.
It has been 5 months 18 days since he left Kuching & I still can’t stop missing him. I admit the feeling was not as passionate as before but when I am alone the 1st person I will think of is………. him.
There’s a saying …. Time will cures the pain. How long does mine take to cure? Or is it incurable………..
WhAt Goes AroUnd Comes ArOunD~~
You went out with your friends and had a good drinking night. Continue with somewhat talk cock session…. The next thing you know it’s 4am in the morning & you still have a class to attend or a work to so tomorrow.
It’s either your dad or mum will be around in the house waking up when you open the front door…. That sux big time.
My dad is a uniquely special type of person. He sleeps in the living since I was born of course except for certain days…. During those days, aircond was super expensive & being a not rich or poor family, all we can effort was fans. Lotsa fans in the house. Even now he still sleeps there even though we have air-conditioning at home because he got sick if he stays too long in the aircond. We’ll I guess he is not use to it.
Me being out every night, there he is sleeping in the living room & all of the sudden just sit up to at least ask me ‘What time is it now har??? Tomorrow no need to go to work har????’
Almost every night he’ll get up just like a routine & when I don’t go out, he’ll assumed that there is something going very wrong with me -_-lll
Last Saturday, my shift finished early & I was too tired to go clubbing as I work day & night the week before to cover my holidays & reached home round 11.30pm. That’s when I found out my dad is not in the house & I can’t reached his mobile.
Slept in the couch at the living to wait for him since he never comeback late or off his phone & it’s Badminton Worldcup Championship so I assumed he went for a drink with his friends & still watching the badminton. Or maybe I am always not in & I don’t really know his time anymore… Hehehe
When he came back at nearly 1am with his reddish face….. I took over his part as the lecturer…. It felt great to be the one early once in a while. Went up to my room & sleep.
Ada ApA DengAn Phuket & MoToRBike RidiNg?~~
The different between me travelling there & you all will be the beautiful places I visited was only within The Evason Phuket where we can just stay within the resort & not goin to any other part of the Island. Usually, peep will stay around Patong Beach & go to Phi-Phi Island or maya Bay which some of my friends claimed that the two Islands are the most magnificient islands to visit & a must if you go to Phuket. Well, I did raved all over Phuket Island on a motorbike belong to a kind friend of mine with Sherlee from Rawai all over to Phuket town, & Central & to Patong then to Kata & Karon as well then back to Rawai again which was a 2 or 3 hours ride within a 40 - 70 km perhour speed coz the roads in Phuket was like WTF! You won't get caught if you wear a helmet eventhough you have blond hair & blue eyes.... We also stayed in an offered Blue house with great hospitality provided too! Wakakaka Thanks PAUL!
Riding on a bike with Sherlee going around Patong was a pain in the ass experience that will remain within me for the rest of my life. The ups & down hills are all narrow cliffs that are really tough for motorbike especially for me without a license who has not been riding on a motorbike since 11 years ago (Form 3) neh. Imagine when you go down hill on a bike & your friend at the back just slide on your back and you are like nearly siting on the front handle & the road is so narrow that your friend can't move back. Luckily we didn't ended up doing the backside 360 Ollie.
My part of experience video in Phuket:
Damn it. I wanted to get new tattoos of mantras but I just ain't got time or peepz that can recommend me to a good place in Phuket. Thought of getting a tattoo from every unique country with tattoing art I visited. Taku~~~
2 psYchEdeLic roCks from BaLi~~
Petrol = RM60 for 2 days
Apart from visiting tourist attraction places, which you can view almost all the photos uploaded accordingly by days, I only have 2 precious brought back which is equally Rp200,000.00 each or RM83.
The 1st precious is Silver Pendant
Went to a classy Silver Smith & got myself a very special pendant (model : KAWAT).
The Shop serve complimentary drink & the Classy Necklace I have in hand cost RM300 -_-lll like it but just not worth it.
The Pendant or Kawat
Can open & replace the bronze with Crystal or BIG Pearl
The 2nd precious is the symbol of god
Where I headed to :P
Had it permanently written on my back surrounding the North, South, East & West of my current Chinese Charater ‘Love’.
It’s all about me if you are wondering what are all my tattoos mean
Love is for my body as I love myself more than anything & the four symbol of god surrounding it is to expend my luck from four directions and protection against evil black magic.
.:Well as I said it’s my another foolish believe:.
my LiTTle DIsCoveRy in BaLi~~
Stayed in Legian Village Hotel 3 minutes barefoot walk to the shinning white sandy beach with fantastic blue wavy sea packed with Aussies Surfers, Japanese Naïve Gals in Bikini, Balinese Masseurs, Silver Vendor, Shell Vendor, Sun Glasses Vendor, Hair Braiders, Pedicure & Manicurists! They just can’t leave you alone! It’s very simple… just tell them firmly that you don’t want but in a polite way….. It’s still the bombing area… remember that! Lolz
Everything is fantastic in Bali especially being lucky enough to meet interesting people who even helped us to bargain for Balinese price, get us entering tourist attraction places via Balinese price instead of paying double price as a foreigner & paid for drinks which he ordered when we went clubbing at Apache behind Bounty the famous Aussie Attraction Pub which is very near to last year’s 2nd Bombing Place. When I say interesting people, I really mean interesting people!
I don’t know why am I fated to meet same type of people in different country…. Ok let me compare the two of them…
This is Ah Soon (pronounced as Super Soon) He is the craziest Friendly Sarawakian on earth who speaks Hokkien, Local dialects, Bahasa Malaysia. Thai etc. Met him in Grappa but he never offers anything except to carry my heavy turtle bag pack when we met in Sungei Wang during my June's trip to KL...Lolz!
Here comes the part which really twist my stomach around…. Reminded me of how alike they two are from a video I saw in Vodoo’s blog before back in February. DÉJÀ VU! Check this videos out!
Besides no matter how much I write about Bali…. You are not there to experience it & you won’t know what I am going to spill about anyway.
Just few things to take note when you are in Bali:-
1) Lotsa sun block, mosquito repellent, sun tanned oil if you want to tan youself.
2) Beware of roadside vendors….. when the say manicure only 20K… It might means for 1 finger. It’ll turned out to be 200K instead!
3) Beware of high currency rate money changer… They drop their money inside the counter everytime they do the Re-counting…. Don’t pass your money to them 1st. Walked out & change at other place instead.
4) Plenty of Balinese Version of Bob Marley
5) You can bargain on everything! Services, car rental & tour package as well!
Kuching’s 1st Foam Party~~~
I wonder how an event can be organised so disorganisely…. Beyond my imagination. Well it’s the 1st in Kuching so I can’t say much. Just glad that someone finally take up the initiative to organise event since late 90’s chinese new year rave party. Finally ravers have got place to rave around…
The peepz who came showed that Kuching peepz love to party too…. And Apart from meeting Kuching's Melbourne Shuffle inthutiastic, nothingelse is interesting really. RM60 for a Shufflers' gathering.... Think on the brighter side :P
My only comments are:
*The party is not hard enough as all familiar songs are played and not mixes on the spot… just play the CD… coz all invited DJ did not turned up due to last minutes cancelation –sounds really fishy to me-
*No refil for the buffet (shouldn’t include buffet at the beginning as who cares about the buffet) but the info kept a lot of peepz empty stomach.
*Insufficient ice & mixers
*Pools are not advisable to jump into
*Finished too early 11.15pm (I looked at the watch when the DJ rolled the last song for the night)
-Performance by KFT-
-Me on stage for fun with Spencer.... so called competition huh....-
Forget about lousy event. Hope it’ll be better next time…. The next event I am looking forward to is…..
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That’s during my Bali & Phuket trip… on the way back from Phuket, I'm dropping by Kuala Lumpur to party… That’s what live your life to the fullest means!
Kick BaLls~ WoRk plAce
Sorry excuse me… My dad is Master Ng & I know how to kick some balls… Poor guy… He still talked happily after the incident… I guess his balls are still alright
What the hell is a doctor or YB hanging around pubs at 2.00am in the morning and trying to pursue a good friend cum colleague of mine to go in his car? Bastard… Cheapskate doctor & YB wannabe.
Must be the influence of the Miri School Girl Bully video with flying kick..... Dasyatnya~~
Don’t give a shit who he is. Told my boss bout it... he said great kicking balls for my workplace as long as I win & i'm ok. Cool~~
KuChInG FeStiVal ~Kuching Hard Gay VeRsIon~
However, I found this Fantastic Kuching Festival Video where it promotes Kuching's Hard Gay (Hard in the sense of movement) and shows us how fast Kuching people walk & work.... Check out the video & you'll get what I mean..
I also found an interesting video which you guys might be interested.... disgusting.
1sT FoAm PartY in KuChIng~ WoOt~ 26 AuGuSt 2006
BrieF Of The EvEnt frOm a FoRuM
There will be a Foam party at Waterpark [formerly known as Stampark, or PTPTL college] this coming 26th of August 2006 (Saturday night). This event is from Singapore, and is the first time in Kuching, Sarawak. until last nite, 600 plus tickets had been sold. Kuching is not a big city, so, 600 tickets plus for now is an awesome figure already. Below are the details:
Ticket price: RM 60 (inclusive of buffet dinner since 6pm and two cans of beers) if you get ten person to go along with you, you'l be given a bottle of Chivas plus mixers)
Venue: Waterpark (or Stampark, or PTPTL college)
Time: 6pm till Late nite.
Dress codes: Ladies, bikinis are always WELCOMED,or other party clothes. Gentlemen or ravers, dress up for party!! (it is advisable to bring a set of extra clothes)there will be 3 DJs from Singapore, West Malaysia, and our very own local DJ Azam (ex 99 DJ).
Also, there will be dance performances by local groups. (Wow.. Local Group in front of 1000 peepz!!!…. What are they thinking ,man~) I hope they won't throw our water face -_-lll
Do come and support this event, and make Kuching, the PARTY tOwN!!!!!!!!!
Funny thing is when I ask few party animal about this party, they told me they are too old to go to this kind of party & don’t know what it is or nobody wants to go but the tickets are selling like hot cakes! Guys you don’t know what you are going to miss.
I wonder how Kuching’s Foam party will be like?
More Updates after the Party~~ Hiaks Hiaks Hiaks
i NeVer Know thAt I Ahare BirthDay with AliCia KeY.. -_-lll ishh~s
Your date of conception was on or about 4 May 1982 which was a Tuesday.
You were born on a Tuesdayunder the astrological sign Aquarius.
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 3 April 1983.
Alicia Keys (1981)-----> -_-lll (Not proud at all)
China Kantner (1971)
Corazon Aquino (1933)
Dean Jones (1931)
Edwin Newman (1919)
Ernie Harwell (1918)
Virginia Woolf (1882)
Robert Burns (1759)
There are 163 days till your next birthday on which your cake will have 24 candles.Those 24 candles produce 24 BTUs,or 6,048 calories of heat (that's only 6.0480 food Calories!) .You can boil 2.74 US ounces of water with that many candles.
Garnet is used as a power stoneSome lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Emerald, Rose Quartz
The Faithfulness - Strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, happy content, optimistic, needs enough money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic and careless.
80’s FlaSh BaCk @ s e n s o
Do you s e n s o? Join us at the Electric Eighties and enjoy affordable Giant Shakers selling at RM39++ which is normally above RM50.
As I realize that I seldom have my 1 person pictures, took some in s e n s o & here’s some cam whoring shots in the Bar that contibute my pay… Hiaks hiaks hiaks
I really love this one... think it's damn freaking cool with some 80's retro touch
The 80's Peeping sensation
In the Red Room where Some peepz celebrating the 1st day of Lunar Year Seated so... 80's
At the private room area... love the 80's cubic table...
& now I declare myself an 80's posing Mania
'Ah Ah Ah Ah Staying alive Staying Alive... Ah Ah Ah Ah Staying Alive..... Ah~~~~ Ah~~~'
TeRmiNal One - DrinK LikE an AirCraFt PaSsenGer
TERMINAL ONE gave me the though of Wisma Angkasapuri’s Air Force party I went few months back with Johnny… Hahaha don’t want to talk about it. My 1st time in Terminal One is during Johnny’s birthday. It’s quite bright and it’s an absolute drinking place to me as nobody does the dancing. The cute thing about this place is all the staffs wear like a pilot. Sexy though. But I see pilots all the time around the hotel.
The 2nd time I went is on last Saturday with my long time no see Polytechnic classmate Henry….. Damn Leong can’t join us as he had drove back to Serian and too tired to come back to Kuching.
Henry, Sherlee & I started a good time at Steppes until I left my work place at 11.00pm then move on to Grappa. It has been like 3 months I haven’t step my foot in Grappa and feels like home again. As Sherlee is busy dancing with Henry, I kinda screened around the place.. 80% are Bumis, 15% are Chinese & 5% are any other races. Not even 1 man is cute for me so it was kinda boring except for enjoying myself looking at the gays and Pondan dancing wildly.
The fun begins when the tribe from Camel Land (Shinee, Dungun, Tsende, Nomin, Ania) & the Tribe from Kim-Chi Land (Jack & another guy) came along. Never had so many men surrounding me while dancing… But it was just a ‘Dance only no touching’ kinda dance.. Nothing Sassy.. The reason… The Mongolians are so tall & I’m so short & if I dance behind them… They’ll start looking for where’s ALICIA!???!!! Feels good when the whole gang of sexy dressed Malay Girls keep looking as I was only wearing a T-Shirt & Jean to impress all the guys.. Actually they are all my friends and dancing with my friends mean nothing at all… Lolz but nobody knows anyway coz we went there separately. Feel very proud to be the SHORT Alicia! WoOt!
Too bad I didn’t take any picture in Grappa.. Only some nice pic in the peaceful Terminal One for 2nd round. Sherlee hit the knock down button that night. I stop galloping when I realize she has been drinking the beers & liquer like Cola.
Here’s some info bout Terminal One – Kinda scattered around.. some are on Johnny’s BD some are on last Saturday. When I wear Pink, it’s last Saturday!
***Some peepz with cool shirts (LEader drink 1st 1go! hahaha he was so dead***
***When I walked in, this is what I saw at my left side***
***This is what I saw straight.... the DJ console on top. KL style***
***This is what I saw on my right side..... all the Johnny's Birthday Guests***
***Closer look at the counter***
***A group photos for the 3 heavy drinkers (5 jugs & a bottle of red wine.... WooTs)***
***Henry reminding me to compare my size from the back with a strager for motivation purposes***
***The very artistic Random Shot of Sherlee Sleeping @ Pentagon Padungan Coffee Shop***
~ImAGe + PerSoNALItY PLUS – BefOre We GeT 25yRs oLd!~
I realized that I am not a perfect person but there is so much I can do to improve myself and feel good about it. I am way behind plan 4.5kg a month but now doing 2kg a month & I know I’ll only be 54kg or the lightest I can get will be 53kgs by 7th September 2006 which is not too bad & consider as good enough as long as I do not have flabby tummy when I walk around the sandy beach.
I have cut my hair, reduced some calories and now it’s time to do some improvement on my personality. I drafted out few of my weak points that I crucially need to look into.
1) Dirty Language Expert
2) Excessive Alcohol Walloper
3) Overly Independent (which means I do everything myself and never give chance to men for their heroic action)
4) Not ladylike at all….. More to like (hey man wassup! Roxx Character)
From today onwards, I am going to stop using dirty language to express my emotions and only drink when necessary or during celebration. Still will be independent but depends on situation and cut down the ‘Hey man! Wassup! Roxx Character' & be like what a lady should be!
There’s a naked truth that when a person reach 25 years old, it’s very hard for them to change their mindset. I am going to do it before I am 25 so I don’t get stuck in a college girl look forever.
I know I have strong willed and I will do it. Next time when you see me…. I am the brand new me. Not the Wassup man! $5$#6$&6! Never mind I’ll do it myself! Person anymore.